Being called 'brave' and ‘resilient’ in the face of a seemingly immovable status quo stings, because it feels like a hollow consolation prize.
While I know the intention behind the compliment is positive, it highlights the growing sense of futility of my efforts against overwhelming odds. It feels like a pat on the back for enduring injustice, rather than achieving meaningful change.
I do appreciate the well-intentioned praise for bravery and resilience, as it acknowledges the challenges I face. However, I find myself grappling with the implications - it recognises my individual fortitude, but inadvertently shifts focus from the systemic issues at hand to my personal capacity to endure them. This subtle redirection diminishes the urgency for any one else’s action.
Being lauded for perseverance in the face of obstacles can feel paradoxical. It reinforces the notion that the responsibility for innovation and artistic delivery rests solely on my shoulders, rather than inspiring a collective determination to overcome shared challenges. This individualisation of struggle, though meant as encouragement, doesn't necessarily catalyse collaborative efforts that could truly advance our artistic output.
While I value the recognition of my efforts, I wonder how we might reframe this dialogue to emphasise collective responsibility, and inspire real engagement in addressing the obstacles we face.